try, die, why?

hayden lowes, 23, hybrid

just a hybrid trying to make it in LA.

this is an rpg yo.

hayden-lowes:

Lost in Cyber Space: hayden-lowes: Hayden heard a knock on his door, and he got up, slowly…

hayden-lowes:

Hayden heard a knock on his door, and he got up, slowly opening the door. He bit his lip as he crossed his arms, his mouth open wide. She looked familiar, but she…

He looked at her, shaking his head. “No, no you can’t be my sister. Mom never said…” He stopped, before he realized that she was telling the truth. He remembered a sister, a younger one at that. How he was always the oldest. He looked at her, the hardness in his eyes dropping immediately. “I left you. I left you alone with her. She..you were the next oldest. Oh shit,” he said, looking at her, shaking his head. Colbie, oh jesus,” he said, holding his head as he paced the floor. “Its you, its really fucking you. Oh my god,” he kept repeating, shaking his head. “Fucking hell I just left you.”


hayden-lowes:

Hayden heard a knock on his door, and he got up, slowly opening the door. He bit his lip as he crossed his arms, his mouth open wide. She looked familiar, but she wasn’t someone he knew. He instantly got nervous, thinking it was someone he slept with. “If I got you pregnant, I…

He breathed a sigh of relief but he was anxious yet again. Colbie Lowes…. Why did that sound so familiar to him. I mean, it had to be a coinsidence, right? He shook his head as he watched her walk inside, stopping himself from staring. “Um well good, but uh. What do you mean, exactly? You said your last name was Lowes? You can’t be, like, related to me, can you? You’re not some trained assassin here to kill me, are you?” He asked with a risen eyebrow.


colbie-lowes:

Colbie stood at Hayden’s door, fiddling with her leather jacket. She stood there for what seemed like hours before she finally knocked. After all her research, it led her here. The only living, breathing clue to her family. Hell, he was family. Did he even know who she was though…? She looked…

Hayden heard a knock on his door, and he got up, slowly opening the door. He bit his lip as he crossed his arms, his mouth open wide. She looked familiar, but she wasn’t someone he knew. He instantly got nervous, thinking it was someone he slept with. “If I got you pregnant, I am so sorry, I seriously thought the condom was still strong and I uh,” he started, looking hee up and down. Why did she look so familar to him?


the—lilith:

hayden-lowes:

hayden-lowes:

He sat down on her couch, smiling back at him. He looked around and everything looked normal to him. There was no reason for him to assume that there wasn’t anything normal about her. But this was LA, and people were different. People had different abilities and people were…

He looked directly at her, sipping his glass of wine. “Nah, Nah, its fine. Just tryin’ to help. Besides, there’s a lot of bad in this city, I’d hate to see a beautiful girl like you disappear. Y’never know what kinda sick fuck’s out there, you know?” He admitted, realizing how close she was. He didn’t want to give in. He loved Izzy, he truly did. But this girl was tempting. And what would a small taste do?

He finished his glass of wine, before looking back at her again. “You’re beautiful, you know. I bet you’ve got a name to match it,” he said, playfully leaning into her.

She tried her best to stifle a laugh. Little did he know. It amused her how well this was playing out. Blue eyes roamed over him before finishing her own glass, setting it down and idly running a finger down his arm. “You sure do lay it on thick, don’t you… ~ It’s Lilith.” She said casually. After all, Lilith was actually a pretty common name that gave her no hint as to who, or what, she was.

“I suppose you could say that,” he said as he shuttered at her touch. She looked amazing, and he wasn’t going to resist that. He looked back at her, smiling. “Edgy, I like a girl with an edge,” he said as he laid back on the couch, putting his hand on his head. “I mean every word, Lilith,” he said sincerely, looking her up and down before biting his lip.

He was going to do this. He couldn’t resist her, and he knew it was wrong.

But why did it feel so right.


hayden-lowes:

He sat down on her couch, smiling back at him. He looked around and everything looked normal to him. There was no reason for him to assume that there wasn’t anything normal about her. But this was LA, and people were different. People had different abilities and people were…

He looked directly at her, sipping his glass of wine. “Nah, Nah, its fine. Just tryin’ to help. Besides, there’s a lot of bad in this city, I’d hate to see a beautiful girl like you disappear. Y’never know what kinda sick fuck’s out there, you know?” He admitted, realizing how close she was. He didn’t want to give in. He loved Izzy, he truly did. But this girl was tempting. And what would a small taste do?

He finished his glass of wine, before looking back at her again. “You’re beautiful, you know. I bet you’ve got a name to match it,” he said, playfully leaning into her.


the—lilith:

hayden-lowes:

He looked at her and shuddered slightly at her touch, knowing that he really shouldn’t. He should’ve just turned around and gone home. He should’ve done a lot of things, really. But he looked at her and nodded with a smile. “Sure, why not,” he said with a small smile, as he followed her into her house. She was beautiful, and he didn’t really think about anything that he was doing at this moment. He looked at her again, smiling softly. 

That smirk was less subtle this time, hinting to more to come. She nodded and unlocked the door, walking inside before turning to look back at him, stepping aside to let him in. “Make yourself at home..~” The house was relatively nice. Not hers, but she wouldn’t let that out. 

He sat down on her couch, smiling back at him. He looked around and everything looked normal to him. There was no reason for him to assume that there wasn’t anything normal about her. But this was LA, and people were different. People had different abilities and people were supernaturals. She was different though. She was quiet, beautiful, and everything innocent in this world. It made him want to hold her and never let anything bad happen to her. It was a fantasy that he was having at the moment, and he had to assure himself that he wouldn’t do anything. He couldn’t. 


the—lilith:

hayden-lowes:

He smiled back at her as he followed her, walking side by side with her. He felt himself needing to be near her, and to be honest, he didn’t know how he felt about that. He looked at her as he tried to walk with her, slowing himself down when he needed to. “I suppose you’re right. Plus you don’t wanna keep that boyfriend waiting either,” he joked as she looked her up and down. He shook his head inwardly, refusing to do it again. He had Izzy. He wanted Izzy, only Izzy.

But damn did she look good…

Lilith smirked in a very subtle and brief manner. This was too easy, she thought to herself. She continued to walk with him in silence before seeing her house in the distance. It’d be easier to do what she needed to in private. She stopped, smiling widely. “Oh there it is… ~” She looked back over at Hayden, giving his arm a subtle touch. “You know, if you want to come in for a drink you can. Only way I can think of to thank you… ~”

He looked at her and shuddered slightly at her touch, knowing that he really shouldn’t. He should’ve just turned around and gone home. He should’ve done a lot of things, really. But he looked at her and nodded with a smile. “Sure, why not,” he said with a small smile, as he followed her into her house. She was beautiful, and he didn’t really think about anything that he was doing at this moment. He looked at her again, smiling softly. 


Appreciation of Rooney Mara’s Smile.

(Source: bornrenegade)


hayden-lowes:

He smiled softly at her as he looked at her. “Hah, I wouldn’t have ever assumed that a girl like you could be lost, but I guess you learn something new everyday. Do you want me to help you find where you need to go?” He asked, looking at her. She was beautiful, and everything…

He smiled back at her as he followed her, walking side by side with her. He felt himself needing to be near her, and to be honest, he didn’t know how he felt about that. He looked at her as he tried to walk with her, slowing himself down when he needed to. “I suppose you’re right. Plus you don’t wanna keep that boyfriend waiting either,” he joked as she looked her up and down. He shook his head inwardly, refusing to do it again. He had Izzy. He wanted Izzy, only Izzy.

But damn did she look good…